History slimming Felice Fawn
In this article, we will focus on the girl Felice. She was all that he could wish for contemporary seventeen girl ^ friends, favorite guy, hobbies, but ... Seeing your photos after one of the youth festivals, she realizes that all her previous notions of ourselves were wrong. And to change ourselves, Felice decided on a radical step.
Introduction to Feliz
It is a happy and successful girl Felice Fawn lives in England, works as a photographer. Slender and beautiful, she herself often posing for the cameras. It is now. A few years ago, she was faced with a terrible diagnosis - anorexia. Everyone knows that the disease is completely fails, the consequences are for life. Today Feliz food situation is all right. But before the end of her life she will have to be sensitive to the fact that she eats.
How it all began
Feliz in seventeen years had never thought about the fact that such calories. She was not interested in dieting, fat and carbohydrates in food. Felice was completely satisfied with their appearance and led a normal, measured life. At school, with friends I went to rest, go to parties, met with the guy. In general, there was an ordinary teenager.
In August 2007, she and friends participated in the Festival reading. It was incredibly hot days. Around it was full of young girls in swimsuits c tanned and fragile bodies. Feliz Faun considered that on their background it will look terrible if you wear a swimsuit. She wore a loose T-shirt and went to her.
The path to harmony
Back home, Felice sat at the laptop and found that her friends captured most of their trip, and photos placed in the "Facebook". She saw on the photos themselves and the image turned everything in her mind. Staring at the laptop, Feliz found himself so terrible and monstrous, that just burst into tears. Two days away Feliz spent in tears from time to time to the mirror, looking at his reflection, and went wild on his figures, which saw there. Feliz phoned all the friends and asked to delete a photo in which she was. At that time, her weight was 72, 5 kg, height - 167 cm After that, she withdrew into herself and stopped to chat with friends.. Simply disappeared, as written in his blog itself Felice Fawn.
weight loss history
Feliz sharply reduced the amount of food for two or three days at all without food. By 2008, the weight of the girls was 54, 4 kg. She heard compliments from friends that she has a great figure. But all made it clear that it does not reach quite normal and healthy way. Felice could not do with anyone to share and felt terribly lonely. The girl got himself a blog on the Internet, find like-minded people with the same problems.
Her "colleagues in misfortune," shared in his diary weight loss methods and their results. Reading their reports, I felt a little better Felice Fawn. "Before and after weight loss" - these photos only spurred her desire. And she continued her hunger strike. In early 2009, Felix was surprised noted that was higher by 3 cm, and the weight became 48, 5 kg.
Felice was obsessed with her body. Several times a day she has photographed herself from all angles, hoping to catch the image that she'd like, place a photo in his blog anonymously. She did not realize that he was suffering an eating disorder, until he stumbled on an article reading that, discovered the incredible similarity between the behavior of patients and their own.
A few steps up to the tragedy
By the end of 2009, Felice could not eat anything except water and beverages. I could go without food for seven or eight days. BMI at that time was equal to 16 (norm is a BMI of 18, 5-4, 99). She felt very weak, she abandoned hobbies, no longer go out. If a friend was able to persuade her to go somewhere, Feliz nervous, knowing that they are sure will drop to where to eat.
The critical state
Feliz by this time left the parental home and was living with her boyfriend Rich. It was he who sounded the alarm. The girl began to experience serious psychological distress. Felice in his diary shared everything that was happening to her at that moment. She had lost all interest in life, completely refused to eat.
She hid from Rich as she could, that does not eat - threw food, causes vomiting after meals. One day, sitting on the windowsill, she nearly fell out of the window. Miraculously, Rich noticed this and had to hold her back. Soon Feliz almost ceased to rise, began having trouble breathing. Rich called the doctor.
Felice Fawn was taken to hospital, where doctors said that she began a serious atrophy due to malnutrition. The doctors wondered how it happened that she was concerned. But neither they nor my boyfriend Feliz did not admit any of their hunger strikes, or the complete lack of appetite. BMI was at the time 15, 4, the doctor will prescribe medication and diet, respectively, which the girl should consume at least 1500 calories a day.
Felice did not agree that she is forced to eat, and she, without thinking twice, away from the hospital. Depressed, she returned home, the veil of the window, got into bed and 13 days refused to eat. Having despaired in his attempts to help her, Rich called the girl's father and told him everything that happens with their daughter.
The hard way "back"
Felix returned to the hospital to appoint a professional treatment, they said that the recovery phase may last from five to nine months. Quite weakened girl who could not manage without outside help, it was decided to leave the parental home. Here she was under constant supervision.
Felice Fawn again learned to eat. As she wrote in her blog, she looked at the food, and eat at least one spoon for it was tantamount to suicide. She persevered fear for your body, for what it will recover again. Despite the best efforts of doctors and relatives of the weight of the girls continued to decline. When the BMI reached 14, 3, it was suggested a psychologist and patient treatment. She continued to crumble before our eyes - legs covered with yellow spots, started palpitations, hair began to fall out tufts. On her feet she had stayed alone with difficulty. The doctors were very concerned about her condition.
The conscious decision
All the summer of 2010 she spent in the hospital. Tensions between it and loved ones grew as she was forced to eat and did not realize that it can again grow stout. Felix took this painful recovery period. On her side the whole time and had a family of her boyfriend Rich. In the end, she gradually began to eat solid food.
Constantly talking to her psychiatrist. With their help, Feliz made the first step to ensure that the first time to go to dinner after illness in a public place. It showed a finger and looked back, it was so thin. To go out in a top and shorts she could only after a conversation with a psychiatrist and reward staff.
Feliz first realized her thinness. She felt ashamed and embarrassed at such a "weight loss". Felice Fawn decided to undergo further treatment and recovery. This has been a conscious and deliberate action.
The year 2011 was crucial for the girl. It was a major breakthrough in the restoration - she started to gain weight, become relaxed dining in public places, no longer fear for their figure. Distorted perception of the world women returned to normal. Feliz again began to enjoy life.
Now it takes all its shortcomings for what they really, not blowing them up to universal dimensions. Including everything to do with weight and shape. Felice wanted to tell all, to some of the tragedy could lead hasty decisions, obsession with her figure and attempt to withdraw into himself. She started a blog where openly talked about what was happening to her. "It is the desire to help others not to commit such errors," - he wrote in a blog Felice Fawn. Photos of girl sincerely period posted on his blog with only one purpose - to save others from the disaster. Unfortunately, in many social networks began to appear fan clubs, appeared followers. Many accused the girl in promoting anorexia. All your photos as far as possible it removed from the Internet. Including your blog.
Who is the owner of Felice enviable figure with the following parameters: 82-60-84 cm But in the pursuit of this girl harmony narrowly escaped tragedy and return to normal life will last for years to come.. And Feliz says everything you need to love yourself and your body. In the fight against excess weight sports and eat right. In any case not to repeat its mistakes.